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Say Your Name- Bethany Dillion

I’m trying to find a moment with You
These days are speeding by
This ring gives me a new point of view
I’m a dealer of my time
And if I can make a confession
My time is torn between
The man who has won my affections
And the God who made me
Oh, it all looks different
But that doesn’t mean anything has changed
Still I reach for You
When I am afraid
And this breath that comes from You
Helps me say Your name
Helps me say Your name
I look at the life of Anna
Your presence was her home
I look at the life of my mother
Praying on her back porch
One day very soon
Face to face
I’ll give an account of my time to You
To You
I will reach for You
When I am afraid
Cuz this breath that comes from You
Helps me say, yeah
Helps me say, yeah
Still I reach for You
When I am afraid
And this breath that comes from You
Helps me say Your name
Helps me say Your name
Helps me say Your name
Helps me say Your name
I’m trying to find a moment with You
These days are speeding by

Life Updated

Hello.... to anyone out there that might actually read my ramblings.... How are you? Did you know that the experience of being on the beach at midnight with a full moon as your only light? I was totally blown away by that experience. Dan had called me while on the beach and mom said "hey is he looking at the moon" He was in his car sitting in the parking lot at work, of course he was looking at the moon. "Well how romantic is it that you are both looking at the moon at this very moment, although he is home and you are here?"
 Anyways, I am taking a Chemistry class. Hopefully it will go as well as expected....... I pray! The devo Dan and I are doing.... is getting a bit neglected. It is getting harder and harder to keep up with it daily. Since we do not see each other everyday... But not seeing each other everyday could be a good thing cause I have heard many times that is what causes the heart to grow fonder.... idk.
Okay, another update later!!
Love,
ER

The Madness called Love...

I get that people love me, I get why. But I dont get why everyone gets to stick their nose in my life, tell me what choices to make and assume I will automatically do what they say. I love them, I do. But unless I ask for an opinion, dont give one. Yes I may say... that he cares, that he makes time for me. But no, he is not the one I am in love with. The one I am in love with would be there if he could and I do understand that.it is just that he cant right now. So I talk to a close friend about stuff. big deal.... I dont get why who I talk to shows who I love or care about more.... I love the man I am with. End of story. He is the one I want to be with, he is my world... the most part when I am not consumed with this madness that we call life.
Anyways, That was my vent for tonight. Thanks for reading.
~Elizabeth Roswell.

Balloons, Bubbles, and Savannah

Began writing my book yesterday. Really inspired by music and my best friend saying 200 words were due before I slept. I actually ended up with 347 or 357 idr. Today is the yearbook party at PCLA. I am typing this from my new computer :) its great. I cant wait until I get really used to it and can use it in class. That will be nice. I am really colorful atm. Splash of Color painted shirt, jeans, bright pink under shirt, purple eye shadow, green/pink flower earings. Lol I am a raindbow of brightness. So like I forgot that my screen saver was changed to bubbles. I love bubbles :) Do you?

So I guess this is the new breaking point....

So I guess this is the new breaking point. My new turn around. I give up. Honestly I dont think it is worth it for me to try to change into this person just for some guy. I am going to be me. I am a crazy random sometimes annoying not so skinny white girl. Who has her dramatic moments, her blonde moments, and yes even my quite moments. I need someone who I can be honest with.

No I dont mean as a partner, but a friend. Just a friend who I can be me around. Who would know me for me, and accept just that. Some who gets it when I have a bad day and just want to scream into a pillow and then cry on a shoulder. I know I have Jesus and I know I have my family. I thank God that I have both of my parents and my little siblings. My mom who gets it when I just want to cry and my dad who loves going out randomly just for the fun of it. My sister who shares all of my secrets and my other sister who loves to dance. My little brother who has been there for me all along, and another brother who loves to act tough.

Anyways that ends my rant for now. More Later <3
~Elizabeth Roswell