Inspiration

I believe that I have lost inspiration by the shear fact that I have been assigned to write. And I just wanted to do it for fun. Anyways, just got leanne's bday present!! yay, and I actually spent $0.00 on it. So yay!!! :)

dont watch lost in austen.

it is soo wrong. lol. so a warning against Lost in Austen. Cause its wrong. Darcy falls in love with the wrong girl grr. watching it now.

Definition of Love

For quite some time I have wanted to come up with my own defintion of love and I think instead of one short phrase... I may need a paragraph, post, blog, or even book about it. Love is such a general term these days. The fact that it is used in many lustful situations is just the beginning. The fact that people say they love money, Coach, Gucci, Mustang, cats, and plants is in my mind doing the word love a mis-service and it is utterly a mis use of the word. Do I catch my self saying I love such things from time to time, yes I do. I shouldn't I know it is wrong but I still do it. Why? I think I just get caught up in the world, which I do not belong in, since I belong to Jesus Christ. To love is to give of yourself completly to something or someone. Jesus loved us, He gave Himself for us, by dieing. Yes that is a bit extreme but in that instance it was necessary otherwise He would loose those He loves forever. It is possible to love material possessions but that would mean that the world is going to consume you. Are we not supposed to live in the world but NOT be of it. There is a difference. So... Loving someone is giving yourself.... does that mean give up your morals? NO. does it mean to get down on your knees and worship them? NO, unless it is the Lord. The bible defines love as simply but very complexly "God". I know love comes from God, love is of God, as all things are of Him.
More ranting about this subject in the days to come!!
Love (how ironic, but yes I love you reader!)
ER

June 1st

Today I went to class, bored to death cause my professor was teaching me stuff I already know. I printed out like 2000 pages in the computer lab.... ok maybe a few hundred less than that. I love that song I posted yesterday its great :) I need to study tonight for my chem test that is on Thursday. I am currently listening to Airplanes by B.OB. its new but awesome. love it so much. wow. just saw two people that I went to middle and high with.... never thought the two of them would be together much less walking up the stairs here at school four years after hs graduation. But of course that is how a lot of people thought about Dan and I when we started dating over a year ago. Will didn't even believe Leanne when she told him. I need to write some.... for my book, havent written in about 2 weeks.... maybe longer....