A New Day

So... I recently went onto two internet dating sites just to see if I could be matched with anyone.... Well... I was. Matched with several members of both sites. I entered into this just to see what was out there and I actually met one in person 15 days ago. After meeting in person 6 times, lol, we have spent almost 5 days together since our dates last hours. He is actually everything I have been waiting for and I am suprised that I am feeling so strongly about him. My friends really like him, my parents like him, my siblings are giving me hell about it, but they are just teasing in good fun. It honestly scares the fire out of me that I am.... shall I say it here too... in love again. He is just so.... charming, amazing, wonderful, attractive. Seriously who would have thought that a guy who is so crazy about football (which is major points) likes Supernatural too... or even would call me... beautiful as much as he does. Its so great and he makes me very happy, I havent felt like this in soo long and its so great to know someone cares in that way... HAHAHA I am lovable!! Yay :)

new song

'There is a new song called "You lost me" by C.A. It almost fits my mood and life right now. The relationship I am in. Except no cheating. But... I do feel like him loosing me could happen again :/ The way we never talk and idk... I am just getting tired of it. But anyways... gotta get back to work.

Love,

Eliza

sorry it has been a week

Hey.... anyone :P

lol so... new addiction: Dead Like Me.

GOOD show! um.... cant wait until I know what I am doing with my life... cause I may go to GSU or I may stay home, no idea yet. I just dont like the idea of not knowing stuff.... I will know on next Monday thou. so.... until then. I picked up my transcript and paid off my summer classes today. I could not sell back my books, stupid school wouldnt buy them. I am glad that I am going some where else and will get a higher degree than I was going to get. And!! I will be moving out soon, like getting my own apartment for the first time in my life, I am kinda freaked out about this to be honest. I mean I will be leaving my childhood home.

Enough for now, no need for me to get worked up over something no one really reads.

Love

Eliza

Leap Year- went to watch Inception with Dan today

Not knowing what is coming up in the next few weeks is driving me insane. I dont know if I will be at school I dont know if I will still be home. I wont know for like another week so having the patience to wait this out is becoming difficult. I am watching Leap Year with Bex. It is her first time seeing this movie, it is amazing. Okay.... I have ten thousand things to do... ttyl :)

Love

Eliza

Facebook and Julia

Watching Julie and Julia while chatting with my best friend Leah on facebook. Ha I just asked her if there were any new guys, books, movies, recipes or idk. Cooking is really a lot of fun.

I almost wish I could brush my teeth this morn with a bottle of jack. Up at 9:15am. Sitting at the kitchen table looking like a mess and not really wanting to go to church today cause I am so fed up with them not having anything for college students. My cup of tea is too hot to drink atm and I dont feel like working on my story so I guess I just will vent here. No one at all is on facebook at this hour.

Life as we know it?

So... today I went to the bookstore with Leanne, and then lunch, where we discussed Tantalus Confetti. A lot. lol. It was great fun, then I came home, worked a bit, watched a movie, ate dinner, started typing and now I am in my bedroom with a lovely cup of tea (sugar and cream are a must) about to continue typing a story I am scared to death see in an actual book because I am only 22 and the stories of someone like me would never actually get published would they? okay enough for now, more later :)

Love,

Eliza

Dreams

So I have been watching so much Heroes lately that I continue to have dreams about it, night by night. Last night I was hugging some guy, and Daniel found out, lets just assume here that the outcome was not good cause I actually woke myself up from this one. The guy I just realized was Sylar. How jacked up is that?? I mean seriously... me hugging sylar? what the crap. Anyways, had to clog about it cause I just realized and I dont really have anyone to talk to atm, plus everyone already thinks I am insane for going all Heroes crazy. But its such a good series!! Okay enough for now, again lol. Sorry.

Just another test day

Watching Heroes: Season 4, Ep. 14- Close to you

Just took test 5 in Chemistry Lecture. Need to work tonight after classes. I am waiting for my Lab class to start in like 30mins. I just ate a Turkey and Provolone sandwich thing and am drinking Mango Passion Snapple if anyone cares lol. Heroes has gotten so dramatic. I now know why one should start watching a tv show from either the beginning or beginning of episode because it is so complicated to start from the middle. Just showed my lab partner that I am watching heroes on netflix :) Love Heroes, actually Peter is my favorite!! lol

So... I probably should end this for now, more later (as always)

Love

Eliza

Need to vent

I am so freakin over this. From now on I am gonna worry about me and my family. I dont see the reason to get worked up over everyone elses crap. I dont freakin care anymore. I have way too much going on in my life to have to worry about this. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

ok I am done. Thanks!

Love

Eliza

95!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Made a 95 on my last exam in Chemistry, extra credit exam on Thursday and Final on Tuesday. lots to do, wish me ducks :P

Love Eliza

Workin

Went to breakfast with Daniel this morning. The waitress gave me a hard time about ordering water and a waffle, well water is free and waffles are really good, hey I put butter and syrup on my waffle so I really dont think I avoided any calories or anything. Drove to school, took my Chemistry test, did my best, which may not be good enough, during the test I got a runny nose which led to a lot of sniffling and then came down stairs and started sneezing until I got a headache. I took some allergy medicine and am feeling a little better now. Watching people while waiting to go to lecture.... some people just should not wear some things, like bigger girls who wear tight pants and show off every bump, gross, or bigger girls who wear tight shirts, gross image sry. Anyways, I was working on Tantalus, but started having issues with it again. I honestly dont know what I am going to do.... Okay enough now. More later :P

Love

Eliza

Just Ideas that randomly float in my mind

Book Idea:
War rages in the west as the politician's daughter begins her new journey after college, traveling the country learning all she can about this war and beginning to understand the full extent of how she is involved. Why did it have to come to this? Why did her father have to leave her when she was so close to the truth? And why when almost there did a young man have to enter her life just when everything started to make sense?

So.... I really dont think anyone reads this  but if they do feel free to comment on anything and everything!
Love
Eliza

Inspiration

I believe that I have lost inspiration by the shear fact that I have been assigned to write. And I just wanted to do it for fun. Anyways, just got leanne's bday present!! yay, and I actually spent $0.00 on it. So yay!!! :)

dont watch lost in austen.

it is soo wrong. lol. so a warning against Lost in Austen. Cause its wrong. Darcy falls in love with the wrong girl grr. watching it now.

Definition of Love

For quite some time I have wanted to come up with my own defintion of love and I think instead of one short phrase... I may need a paragraph, post, blog, or even book about it. Love is such a general term these days. The fact that it is used in many lustful situations is just the beginning. The fact that people say they love money, Coach, Gucci, Mustang, cats, and plants is in my mind doing the word love a mis-service and it is utterly a mis use of the word. Do I catch my self saying I love such things from time to time, yes I do. I shouldn't I know it is wrong but I still do it. Why? I think I just get caught up in the world, which I do not belong in, since I belong to Jesus Christ. To love is to give of yourself completly to something or someone. Jesus loved us, He gave Himself for us, by dieing. Yes that is a bit extreme but in that instance it was necessary otherwise He would loose those He loves forever. It is possible to love material possessions but that would mean that the world is going to consume you. Are we not supposed to live in the world but NOT be of it. There is a difference. So... Loving someone is giving yourself.... does that mean give up your morals? NO. does it mean to get down on your knees and worship them? NO, unless it is the Lord. The bible defines love as simply but very complexly "God". I know love comes from God, love is of God, as all things are of Him.
More ranting about this subject in the days to come!!
Love (how ironic, but yes I love you reader!)
ER

June 1st

Today I went to class, bored to death cause my professor was teaching me stuff I already know. I printed out like 2000 pages in the computer lab.... ok maybe a few hundred less than that. I love that song I posted yesterday its great :) I need to study tonight for my chem test that is on Thursday. I am currently listening to Airplanes by B.OB. its new but awesome. love it so much. wow. just saw two people that I went to middle and high with.... never thought the two of them would be together much less walking up the stairs here at school four years after hs graduation. But of course that is how a lot of people thought about Dan and I when we started dating over a year ago. Will didn't even believe Leanne when she told him. I need to write some.... for my book, havent written in about 2 weeks.... maybe longer....

Bethany Dillon - Say Your Name.wmv

Say Your Name- Bethany Dillion

I’m trying to find a moment with You
These days are speeding by
This ring gives me a new point of view
I’m a dealer of my time
And if I can make a confession
My time is torn between
The man who has won my affections
And the God who made me
Oh, it all looks different
But that doesn’t mean anything has changed
Still I reach for You
When I am afraid
And this breath that comes from You
Helps me say Your name
Helps me say Your name
I look at the life of Anna
Your presence was her home
I look at the life of my mother
Praying on her back porch
One day very soon
Face to face
I’ll give an account of my time to You
To You
I will reach for You
When I am afraid
Cuz this breath that comes from You
Helps me say, yeah
Helps me say, yeah
Still I reach for You
When I am afraid
And this breath that comes from You
Helps me say Your name
Helps me say Your name
Helps me say Your name
Helps me say Your name
I’m trying to find a moment with You
These days are speeding by

Life Updated

Hello.... to anyone out there that might actually read my ramblings.... How are you? Did you know that the experience of being on the beach at midnight with a full moon as your only light? I was totally blown away by that experience. Dan had called me while on the beach and mom said "hey is he looking at the moon" He was in his car sitting in the parking lot at work, of course he was looking at the moon. "Well how romantic is it that you are both looking at the moon at this very moment, although he is home and you are here?"
 Anyways, I am taking a Chemistry class. Hopefully it will go as well as expected....... I pray! The devo Dan and I are doing.... is getting a bit neglected. It is getting harder and harder to keep up with it daily. Since we do not see each other everyday... But not seeing each other everyday could be a good thing cause I have heard many times that is what causes the heart to grow fonder.... idk.
Okay, another update later!!
Love,
ER

The Madness called Love...

I get that people love me, I get why. But I dont get why everyone gets to stick their nose in my life, tell me what choices to make and assume I will automatically do what they say. I love them, I do. But unless I ask for an opinion, dont give one. Yes I may say... that he cares, that he makes time for me. But no, he is not the one I am in love with. The one I am in love with would be there if he could and I do understand that.it is just that he cant right now. So I talk to a close friend about stuff. big deal.... I dont get why who I talk to shows who I love or care about more.... I love the man I am with. End of story. He is the one I want to be with, he is my world... the most part when I am not consumed with this madness that we call life.
Anyways, That was my vent for tonight. Thanks for reading.
~Elizabeth Roswell.

Balloons, Bubbles, and Savannah

Began writing my book yesterday. Really inspired by music and my best friend saying 200 words were due before I slept. I actually ended up with 347 or 357 idr. Today is the yearbook party at PCLA. I am typing this from my new computer :) its great. I cant wait until I get really used to it and can use it in class. That will be nice. I am really colorful atm. Splash of Color painted shirt, jeans, bright pink under shirt, purple eye shadow, green/pink flower earings. Lol I am a raindbow of brightness. So like I forgot that my screen saver was changed to bubbles. I love bubbles :) Do you?

So I guess this is the new breaking point....

So I guess this is the new breaking point. My new turn around. I give up. Honestly I dont think it is worth it for me to try to change into this person just for some guy. I am going to be me. I am a crazy random sometimes annoying not so skinny white girl. Who has her dramatic moments, her blonde moments, and yes even my quite moments. I need someone who I can be honest with.

No I dont mean as a partner, but a friend. Just a friend who I can be me around. Who would know me for me, and accept just that. Some who gets it when I have a bad day and just want to scream into a pillow and then cry on a shoulder. I know I have Jesus and I know I have my family. I thank God that I have both of my parents and my little siblings. My mom who gets it when I just want to cry and my dad who loves going out randomly just for the fun of it. My sister who shares all of my secrets and my other sister who loves to dance. My little brother who has been there for me all along, and another brother who loves to act tough.

Anyways that ends my rant for now. More Later <3
~Elizabeth Roswell