Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Today just isnt my day

I dont know why, maybe I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, maybe a black cat crossed my path. Today I just am not feeling it. I did go to the RAC and swam, until they told everyone to get out of the pool because of the storm that is brewing outside, the same storm I will get to go through in just 2 hours to sit in a classroom for two hours, to then walk back across campus to my dorm room which atm I feel like is totally disgusting, not clean, messy. I am rather tired today also, even though I woke up at 10am I fell asleep last night around 2am.
Okay enough ranting, I ate cereal, salad, potato salad, and a fruity little bar. Smoothie, Lemonade, water.
I feel like I am doing well today with my eating healthy and trying to loose a little.
More later, Love, Eliza

Monday, June 27, 2011

Beautiful Life

Today I decided that since I have a gym to use, that I have already paid for, I will go to the gym just once a day, for one hour, to work out. I have the ability, I just need to set my mind on it and become disciplined.
Not really sure what to talk about tonight. Sitting in my dorm room watching this abc show about weight loss, I really want to loose it, cause I remember being small, even though I was so sick, it was really nice to be that size, I could fit into dresses at the store that I had dreamed about. I felt beautiful and attractive, and I knew I could do anything, even though I was in and out of doctors as well as on tons of meds. I went to the store and got healthy foods, healthy snacks, all I drink while here is coffee and water, but I really should step up the water and reduce the amt of coffee. Its harder to choose foods because its so easy and tempting to choose those that "taste great"
I went to aerobics today, I had to drop that class, I just couldn't run the amount that was required. I also went to my writing class, that was really unique. The class is focused on grammar for teachers, which is unique. I really think that I am going to enjoy that class.
This weekend a childhood friend, more like a big sister as she described herself the other day to someone, is getting married. Then I am hanging out with my family. On Sunday I think I am going to spend the day with the man whom I love so very much. And Monday is the 4th of July, so I will be doing something to celebrate this country and its history.
That's everything thats going on in the life of me!
Love,
Eliza

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Not much to complain about... but still complaining

Hello Again,
So today, atm, I feel like just exploding and venting, and not going to take the two tests I have starting at noon until 4pm. Tomorrow I have FINALS! And then I get to go home for a few days. But then I have to just come back to this Hellish reality called school, or at least today its hellish. I just got registered for a 6pm-8pm summer class, So.... I am kinda pissed off atm. I am sorry if saying that offends anyone, I just really need to vent and I dont want to annoy anyone other than my followers :P
I have to have the mind set of I love CHFD and I love Econ for the next two days but it isn't really working. Maybe selling my books back tonight will help me feel better!! Oh and my allergies just started acting up, I could not really get to sleep last night, and I am banging my keyboard as I type in FURY.
I need to fold the clothes on the end of my bed, take out the trash, do the dishes, clean my counter space, and make sure everything is ready for class BUT............... I don't want to.
I am taking some really crappy classes next term. I know aerobics will help me, and that it is needed. But grammar for teachers is going to help me how?

Okay enough ranting... time to get to work and stop feeling all weird. Hope everyone has a better day than I am feeling like I am having. But maybe there is light at the end of this tunnel and today will turn around to be a FABULOUS day for everyone!!
Love, Eliza

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Today...

So, today I am kinda feeling blah. Woke up around 9am, because I didnt go to sleep until around 1am last night. Atm, feeling a bit full because of the BBQ I just ate, refusing to use my hands. Forks are great, Spoons are better, and Sporks are just epic!
I made a B on my exam yesterday, I am really glad I did that well. Random q, do you think Hydroicut or other drugs like that actually work? I am not sure what my opninon is on them.
VBS night three is tonight. Its been a lot of fun playing the role I have because the children actually believe that I am her. They came up to me last night while I was in the hall and started telling me Jesus loves me, He is the Son of God, and I had to pretend they were wrong. Its like teaching them how to deal with non christians and what they can do to witness to others. I hope its making a little bit of difference, helping them grow some.
Anyways, Class time, so more later!
Love,
Eliza

Monday, June 13, 2011

Been A Minute

Hello,
Its been a minute since I last wrote- by minute I mean while, its a new slang term that I keep hearing everywhere, thought I would try it out, but I find it just as annoying when I say it as it is when I hear it from others. I thought I would blog today and just get some stuff off my chest, such as God is Amazing, Good, Gracious, Forgiving, Almighty, Omniscient. It has been soo very long since I have been this happy, this joyous. I love this.
Test this afternoon in Child Development, hope I do well. Honestly I will be okay with Bs this semester because I am taking 3 courses in one month, all at once. Its rather a pain in the butt, but I will get through this, finish these courses and move on to Term B and 2 more classes. I will be so happy when I have my well deserved break in July to August.
The Band Perry is playing in the background on CMT, love them, love their music, love that I saw them in concert before they became SUPERSTARS! lol. Last night I was washing dishes and singing, finally realized what range I sing best in and that I sound better singing show music than anything else.
VBS is this week at First Pres. Statesboro, and I am a character in Mary's House. I am her neighbour, Eunice who doesn't believe Jesus is the son of God and that Mary is CrAzY. Its fun, I get to actually act :P
I have read the bible the past three mornings for the first time in a long time and am feeling so great. I am also writing down verses that inspire me and sticking them on my wall, I hope to have my wall full by the end of Term B. It would be awesome to run out of room on the wall and have to start putting them on another wall or the door lol.
Gotta Study, hope everyone has a wonderful day!
Love,
Eliza

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Enchanting

I wrote this during Child Development today, part of it I quoted the professor, because he says things occasionally that really make me either upset or just laugh at him. I know... thats rude, but if you heard the things he has said you would understand. BTW... this is me expressing my freedom of speach and what I really think.

I had an "enchanted" childhood. I was influenced to become who I am, my imagination and hopeless romantic-ness was formed by this. I recently took a quiz for Child Development and was classified under Idealist-Healer which says those types have enchanted childhoods, quest for self knowledge, improvement driven by imagination, and romantic.
We just labelled the professor and it totally said he was how he acts, but he goes 2 scores when he takes it the other is tireless in talking, powerful conviction, speaks out, intentional powers... what the.... key at probing observers, full of energy, confidence in making things happen. There is a reason he gravitated towards this profession- some days he gets to be both polar opposites that he has scored. He said his volume and intensity is only 20% when teaching but we should see him when he is advocating for children. The young lady in front of me whispered "kinda scary..."

All for today. Love, Eliza

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Sweet Summertime again

Hello followers,
Although there are not many of you, I do hope you know I appreciate you!! So...
This may be a strange post today... Everyone thinks PDA is too much when they are not involved in it, but when you are its good. Anyways... I was kinda embarrassed today because of it, so I thought I would express my feelings on PDA here. I think its okay, as long as it isnt like the two people are completely on top of each other or anything. A kiss, a hug, hand holding, its all good.
HAHAHAHA Mc Hammer's version of "Addams Family" entitled Addams Grove is epically playing atm, while my bf has his niece walking around with a stinkin gators hat on. Although I will admit that she is soo adorable.
Crazy nightmare last night: I was in my parents front yard (which is a hill sloping down towards the street) I fell down and mom yelled from the front door that there were two snakes in the yard, I got up, ran into the house. I threw my boots off as she slammed the door. When I looked down one of the snakes had been in my boot and I hopped around on one foot (that still had a boot on) trying to kill the purple and green slithering monster. See... I am DEATHLY afraid of snakes and hate even talking about them. I was a bit freaked out, woke up and it took a while to fall back asleep.
Hope everyone has a safe and awesome Saturday night, Don't do anything I wouldn't :P (always wanted to say that!!)
Love Ya'll!!
Eliza